Day Trippin'
“I had myself a dream last night, same one I’ve been having since YOU’ve been gone.” (Line from an old song -- can't come up with the group, sorry!)
I’m gathered with an immense multitude of men; some women are mingled in, but mostly men. We standing ramrod straight in this great green plain (Megiddo?). We are clustered in groups within groups; the divisions are clearly marked by how we are bunched together. It’s like a huge school is assembled in a playground. You have divisions within divisions, high school, middle school, upper elementary, elementary, preschool. And then within those divisions are the grades and within the grades various clubs and organizations. You get the picture, right? But we are not children, but men, grown men, and some women as well, very few, but noticeable, more women in some groups than in others.
Religious leaders – that’s who we are. We are so many. We are so dressed up. We look so official, so important, so serious, and so confused by where we are and by those with whom we are. We remember our mothers telling us that “you are known by the company you keep,” and no one standing there knew this was the company they were keeping. If they had, they may have done something about it. Now it’s too late.
Before us is this great throne -- it’s a throne room. The throne is golden, of course, but not made of gold, but of a blend of every kind of earthy material imaginable. It looks like it is made of gold because it reflects golden from the one sitting on the throne and because blended together all the elements in earth give off a golden tint.
The one sitting there is God, of course, I know that immediately. God sits upon this throne, looking bigger than life, and yet fragile and ancient and smaller than you would expect. It’s like when you see this movie star and you say, “I thought you were taller.” I thought God would be bigger, you know, cosmic size.
God speaks and it is not the thunder of a water fall, but the murmur of a slowly moving brook, or the rustling of a light breeze through brittle fall leaves still on the trees but ready to fall, like a fine crystal wind chime. At the first breath of voice, the hair on the back of my neck stands up, and a chill works it’s way down my spine. God it would seem is bigger than God looks.
“I gave to you the keys to the Kingdom of Heaven, and you used them to lock one another out. Therefore …”
And like with the falling dream, I wake up before I hit the bottom. Over and over again I say, “It’s only a dream. It’s only a dream. It’s only a dream.” But I can’t shake the feeling that it is more like a vision.
But then I’m in the Galilee this week, Jesus old stompin' grounds, and it’s easy to start thinking BIGGER than you are.





, 5:45 or so, and I hear this bloodcurdling roar. It’s Sunday and I’m on the rooftop that is our front lawn. I’m hanging out a few towels. I’m very domesticated.


